Kidnap my heart♥♥.

2010年4月25日星期日星期日, 四月 25, 2010

im back ~~~dust everywhere in my blog~~wuuu~~ ok~~well....kinda lazy to update my blog nowaday....

一切~~过去咯~~

我不喜欢海浪，因为它的澎湃让我受不了。。。

不再去释怀过去的一切，让它随着一切离去，

给自己时间好好去充实一番，准备迎接未来~~

不值得的，就别去管了~~~

即将踏入diploma了~~相信功课就已经可以把我压得没时间去想别的事情了吧~~

做好自己。。。

太多东东写了~~一时写不出~。。到这里先~~~

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2010年4月12日星期一星期一, 四月 12, 2010

WHAT CAN I DO TO U???

i know what happen,

but i act dont know...

i make myself strongly trust u...

but why??

u dint trust me...

isnt?

what i think every second in my brain...

is just all about u...

arghh...i should not like this lar!!!

i keep on worried...

whats going on????

both of our problem, i just hope can solve it ourself...

action dont too much...make it natural~~

if u are truth REAL heart...

then i will be too...

dont think to much of me...

i dint lie anything...

im REAL as u can kill me up..

hope the war will be end as fast as possible....

chances not much...pls APPRECIATE...

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星期一, 四月 12, 2010

becoz of u...

i stand for hurt to try everything...

i dun knw what LOVE u going to have??

u enjoying all the time...but what about me???

i just scare for all the time..

what i scare, U KNOW~~

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solved...

2010年4月1日星期四星期四, 四月 01, 2010

hmmm....everything is already over....

NO you anymore...

everything back to normal....

continue my single life with my babes....

nothing special to me from now....

so...DUN WORRY...

im still ALIVE....

HAHA....

ok...btw, everything solved....

welcome back to my friend list...

thx yeanyu to helping me send those msg frm him to me, frm me to him...hahahaha..

WELL....continue my life...my college life...my single life...my busy life.....

SO, JUST ENJOY MY LIFE!!!!

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HOPE

2010年3月23日星期二星期二, 三月 23, 2010

feeling tired this few day~~~

argh~~cnt even slp well....

again....my brain keep thinking of what u have say to me...

i HOPE u is serious ...

BELIEVE is the most important between us...

even though..the word between BELIEVE still stick with a "lie"

btw this few day...

totally down....

the way u treat me feel like different...

WHAT ARE U THINKING?

what i hope u to do, u knw it...

what i hope i can get, u knw it...

i DISLIKE HURT...

i DISLIKE PLAY...

i LOVE SERIOUS...

wish myself good luck...

once again sure i will go to hell....

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口是心非~~

2010年3月18日星期四星期四, 三月 18, 2010

我嘴讲的,我心想的...为何总是不一啊!!??

为什么???

我问我自己,却给不了一个答案....

嘴巴讲的很心里想的极度不一样...反弹到离谱的程度~~

嘴巴总是说没有没有没有...可悲的是..心里明明就有~~

自己到底在搞什么都不懂~~

整整大大白费了一整年~~什么也没得到~~很爽是吗~~

一点也没有好不好~~~

这一年...

~我可以听歌听到哭的那种..可以影响我心情的那种..

~我可以整夜不睡就一直发呆的那种...

~我可以为了小事情而影响我心情的那种..

~我的想法变成很极端的那种..

~我的想法可以一想就是先想到不好的那种..

除了这些,我到底还可以什么啊??

我变了...变得很糟糕~~

想法心理不一致也就算了...

脑也不受自己操控...还真的..@.@~~

我忘了自己应该是怎样的一个女孩...

我需要的是信心!!

或许对我来说,有了信心..

我就能够改变我的一切..

电影院里,或许你不知待会旁边会坐着谁,更不知他下一步会干嘛...

人也是一样..或许你今天还好好的..

明天可能就在也醒不过来了....

我尽量不去想那么多,不去专牛角尖...

但,我能么??我一次又一次的跨下去~~

无法从建的城市,就这样成了废墟,堆满了废物....

我或许就是这样~~~~

啊~~~~要命!!!不能了~~~打个自己十巴掌,在疼也要撑下去....

都撑了那么久~~哎~~~

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假期～～

2010年3月15日星期一星期一, 三月 15, 2010

yuhoo~~终于。。。半个宅女踏出了家门咯～～哈哈。。

这几天。。。都拼了命的出去。。。干嘛？我不懂。。。爽。。。

爽归爽。。。钱花完了就真的要命。。。

连续两天，走完了gurney,pragin和queensbay...

嗯。。。表弟和弟弟一起。。闲逛。。还蛮无聊的。。。

。。还有。。这两天，认识了一名北京来的中国人。。。

嗯～～～还不错啦。。。挺聊得来。。

第一次。。我竟然能够和一位刚认识的朋友聊得没完没了。。

第一次聊就已经差不多9小时了。。哈哈。。还真的破了我的记录。。

从我会用msn开始。。网友也好。。通常都不会见面的嘛。。

就不懂哦~~我和这位朋友今天在secret receipe见面啦～～

不懂哪来了那么大的勇气～

对自己简直就是不可思议～～～哈哈。。。

比较无聊的是。。～～弟弟和表弟好像狗仔一样。。。坐在另一桌。。真的～～～=。=

聊着的。。差不多2小时吧。。他还蛮文静的。。。印象是还不错啦～～～XD

这一次的假期，的的确确发生了2个破了我人生路途中的记录。。。

就可以说简直是不可思议吧～～XDXDXDXD...

一个好的一个不好的～～～什么运嘛？？我自己也不懂。。。

值得的就珍惜。。。不值得的。。。忘了他也罢！！不要浪费时间啦～～

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2010年3月11日星期四星期四, 三月 11, 2010

我不明白为何为你掉眼泪？

我不是应该为你感到高兴的吗？

或许这就是命运吧。。。

那么久的时间了，却在这个时候发生。。。

我不能怪谁。。。只能怪我自己。。。

上一段的感情对我造成的伤害，换来我对每一段新的感情的胆怯。。。

我爱胡思乱想。。。这让我对新的一段感情带来了不少伤害。。

结果我又失败了。。。

well...really thx to u...MR.W..

APPRECIATE...

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THE END

星期四, 三月 11, 2010

i nt willing to love anyone anymore!!!

i knw i dont have this qualification~~~!!

btw, thank you...MR.W.....

i trust u...I believe in FADE.!!!

good luck to u.. and i wont forget u this special friend....

those things u gv me before, i truly appreciate it...

I WONT FORGET U...

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2010年3月10日星期三星期三, 三月 10, 2010

second day of holiday....

ok..i keep count down for end of holiday~~i knw someone who gonna screw me up for those like holiday..hahax...

holiday wei...vry vry vry boring...no planning,no outing....totally MEANINGLESS duh~~

but something gonna happen on me...

to MR.W...

take time, sure u will understand what i said...

for sure i will appreciate what u give to me~~

wont gv u dissapointed la~~~

just my english gv u dissapointed only..hahaha...

built it up my confident ,then next step will be step it out~~sure will success ...

I HOPE SO...hahhaha...

ok...new life going on...not gonna say tooooo much on here first~~

as long as ...i knw u knw...hahaha...

stay tune....

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2010年3月9日星期二星期二, 三月 09, 2010

1st day of holiday only~~~~

i already waiting for sch reopen....

duh~~~what to do...

why college life holiday so boring geh~~~

tell me...what can i do??

drawing--i knw..

other than that???

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holiday!!

2010年3月7日星期日星期日, 三月 07, 2010

part of my assignment..--typography...spend me 1 week to did tihs album...

center of the road....LOL..=.=

he is trying to called someone to fetch him down frm the mountain by using this POSE~~=.=

KIDULT B'DAY PRESENT...dislike the thing i write on the rantai...tooo bad the stupid ink..spread out...=.=

ok...lets shout!!!~~~ HOLIDAY!!!!!!=.=

ok find...i knw it is boring...

for me holiday is boring..meaningless duh~~

i think i will find sometihg to do again...drawing again....

aikz...

ok...last day for our assessment week...--5.3.10

we have our class gathering at seoul garden...

i think about 11 ppl attend this gathering...

enjoy on this gathering...urm..trully long time didnt gt this gathering on ou class d...

ok well....after that we hang around in gurney...they left bout 3.30pm to balik kampung continue rushing their assignment...for the buddy who done....shopping!!!!!hahaha...

watch movie with yeanyu...i fall on slp after movie start...BCOZ---i just slp for 2.30 hour for rushing assignment...i miss some part....*sobx sobx*....

then head to coffee island at night...mainly is to meet up my fren who wanna take his birthday present...

at last...i wait him for about 4 hour!!!4 hour wei~~~to take his present...bcoz of his fren...alamak...well..

urm....hiking yesterday...with 2 of the “oldman" and my brother...from kek lok si until air itam dam....I TRULY GONNA MAD ON IT...hiuzz...

it was freaking tired...this is what bcoz bout long long time i didnt go hiking already...

i gonna surrender but no one care bout it...ok find...at last use bout 40min to reach there...

i ma truly lack of water...down frm the moutain...1 milo"o" ice tambah lagi 100plus...not enough!!!argh....i told my friend that...after this time...gonna wait half year...i only got it up again...surrender to HIKING~~~~ok...

HOLIDAY START...~~FROM NW...SHOULD I HAPPY ON IT??? IDK....

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Daily post

2010年2月22日星期一星期一, 二月 22, 2010

END of holiday.....>>>>

<<<<>

1st day back to college, awgh~~~feel lazy soooooo much...

suddenly feel scare... hw about my assignment???

still gt alot have have to do...i want it perfect..but i feel that everytime i just say only,

i didnt did it??? what im thinking??

BRAIN STUCK BY THOSE RUBBISH...

JEALOUS MAKE ME DEAD..thats all...

erm...frm nw, i just wanna my normal life...hang out with u all, babe and dude...

i dont wanna suffer myself..

i dont wanna care bout yr life, i just wanna BE FRIEND..OK?

i dont wanna care any rubbish anymore...i just want my SIMPLE LIFE!!!

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新年。。。

2010年2月19日星期五星期五, 二月 19, 2010

除夕~~拜拜祖先。。

我，爸爸和妈妈

还有很多很多照片...去我的面子书看咯。。。

finally im back!!!!

今年的新年过得非常简单。。没有什么特别的活动。当了半个宅女在家。。。

在不然就就只是和家人出顿饭，乱哈拉一通。。

年初一到现在。。和朋友出去也只有昨天。。

两位大佬，多谢你们啦。。大兵小将还蛮好看的。。。

王力宏太帅了啦~~

还有，谢谢两位大佬妈咪的热情招待，晚餐还有红包，还真的饱到。。

值得开心的是。。见到你，我不再害怕面对啦。。平常心对待。。感觉真得太好了！！

或许，这就是我想要的啦。。

整个新年，就快过去啦。。接下来。。。功课积堆如山咯~~~拼啦~~~阿姐返来啦！！哈哈哈哈。。

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DAILY POST~~

2010年2月11日星期四星期四, 二月 11, 2010

arghhhh!!!!!!!

i gonna mad on this few week!!!

1ST~~u this useless guy~~u got gf why dont u admit???chiuz~~ what u scare about it??? and i just knw it and comfirm it from someone~~~OMG~~THAT'S YR GF AR~~~(this is the responce when i saw the photo~~@.@) * i still beh suak beh suak~~*haha..FEEL THAT U DOWNGRADE YR TASTE D~~~WULALA~~ok fine...since u gt gf....BUT non of my buisness also...u still continue is my fren and im yr fren too...WELL....no other RELATION ANYMORE K? ~~those stupid idiot fella pls fucking out of my life and stop talking about me and HIM! and for those who BUSY BODY pls shut up yr fucking mouth to ask me and complain this and that to me and TEACH ME wat and wat!!U DONT HAVE THIS QUALIFICATION *especially for the girl who KPC to write those rubbish for me *!!ONCE again u sure regret what u do to me..and i swear i will take my action..BITCH!

2nd~ ASSIGNMENT~~~this sem assignment not really much but take long time...water colour painting...even this is the 1 the most i like but feel pressure while coloring the photo because i learn water color before.when LOADING my painting , i want it PERFECT and PERFECT...and other assignment`~~@.@ REALLY make me dead~~lalala~~ TYPOGRAPHY~~i had already squeeze my brain out of my head to draw those typo but thn still cnt take it perfect~~HOW COME~~~ARGH~~~~well other subject still OK OK ~~

erm... i think only this two BIG problem had make me insane...EVEN THE 1ST problem is just~~RUBBISH AND NOTHING...but then i take it as important BIG problem~~~SIAO~~~~DUH~~~~what happen har???pls~~~ pls god, pls who, pls everyone , tell me ME this stupid girl WHAT HAPPEN ON IT???it's gonna mad soon~~~~~LIFE SUCKX if keep on like this...

I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA CHANGE IT LA WEI~~~~DUH~~~

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