Kidnap my heart♥♥.

2009年8月27日星期四星期四, 八月 27, 2009

back to tuesday...

i did many 1st time...

1st time i drive to sch,

1st time i drive up to gurney

1st time i drive everywhere...

actually that day had a class replacement..

but then when we arrived college,

just received the msg that sir and his wife taken mc..

alrite..me and my girls plan not going back home.

so we plan to eat dim sum...

after that we go seaside and head to gurney...

all of us become window shopper because already LACK OF MONEY...

pity us...XD

lepak around gurney till evening...then i just go jetty fetch my dad..

quite ok for me the day..

i like this type life...going breakfast with buddys and dudes,

then go everywhere...XD...

until here first...

this few day really tired..

dont know why..already sick..

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just a random post with dear dear photo...XD

2009年8月24日星期一星期一, 八月 24, 2009

just a random post since i have nothing to do...XD

all my dear dear,dun kill me tmr whn u all saw this post..

ok...well...we have 2 class today..but thn afternoon class kah soo's(lecturer)

absent...happy about 3 second,why??

because we thought can go back, but thn at last...

we have to continue our drawing class even sir is absent...@.@..

fine...but what we did in class...

row down to see our photo...thn will be understand...

have our lunch at the nearest coffee shop...yoshin with her prawn..

joan joan is busying with her fried rice coz she is tooooo hungry already...XD

capture without any permission....lili..

fang yee with her scary face...going eat me soon i think...muahaha..

OMG!!yong shin...and lili.....

what post ist???

i love this pic..lili...such a cute girl...yeee~~

and this few photo are last friday when jaye 3d class...we "ponteng class" and sit at the chit chat...at last...ms jaye saw us...then..."halau" us to class.....

actually still gt 1 video and some pic...but thn the owner not allowed me to post it...psps...

ok..that's all first...

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just a random post..supper nite ...

2009年8月23日星期日星期日, 八月 23, 2009

see the red circle there..wat we did to the house exibision...(put the fake ppl on the building & the car on the roof top XD) just back from gurney just now with seik,sean,ying li and fang yee..have our simple dinner or supper?? at mc donald... owh~~~mc donald again...no choice... coz raining so we cnt go gurney drive to have our cheap supper... after that plan to watch movie but at last cancel lu...thn walk around at gurney =.=quite boring...@.@... after that stop our car at gurney drive...hmm...the rain just stop..so quite cold...feel comfortable thn.. suddenly think up of u ler...h.e..can we meet up on tuesday?? T.T...mayb sumthing need yr help...

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JUST LET IT BE...

2009年8月19日星期三星期三, 八月 19, 2009

all is already back to the normal...

just only me..with the weird mood everyday...

what happen to me???

friend...just friend!!!

wth i think about it??

i cnt even control myself,

to make myself happy...

i try myself to think positively...

but at the end im lose...

im gonna to the negative way again...

THIS IS WHAT THE MOST I HATE MYSELF!

it is not fun everyday like this...

bad mood, dreaming, think negatively....

all those rubbish are now attack my mind..

it make me cnt concentrate at all in my study my assignment....

well..i alway said that im not gonna to care about, im not gonna to think about it...

but,i FAIL it..

WHY??? i truly cnt find the answer that can make myself to the right way!

i try to be my way every momment..but then...i lost my way...

WHAT KIND OF GIRL AM I???

I DONT KNOW!!

just feel that why i alway go to the wrong way??

i dont even understand myself...

NOT WORTH to be like this...

sometime, i told myself pls go to the right way, think positive, no others...

but then at last i done nothing again..

WHAT I NEED NOW IS JUST BE MYSELF & LET IT BE...

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2009年8月17日星期一星期一, 八月 17, 2009

好几天都没有写部落了.. 突然..好像有很多东西想写, 但又写不出.. 做么做么做么!!! 我到底又做么了..哎... 我很烦.. 不过没办法这样下去啊, 只会让自己再跌倒罢了.. 不可以了.. 学会拿得起放得下终究会比较好...

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2009年8月14日星期五星期五, 八月 14, 2009

只不过,浓烈的感觉让我倍感压力...

我想把你忘了..

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累~~

2009年8月13日星期四星期四, 八月 13, 2009

这几天,心情很乱很乱...

我不懂是我太累,还是因为种种原因而导致我心乱如麻..

怎样怎样怎样啦!!!

原本想说放了你我应该会比较好过了啊,

对,我的确是好了很多..

但,我选错了的..我又踏错了一步...

因为,我..不小心对某人有了特别的感觉..

糟就是这样....自己找来的...

我自己也不懂做么会这样?

明明是不会也不可能去喜欢的,

但我却起了这奇怪的感觉...

历史又即将重演..

我很害怕,

害怕什么自己却不清楚..

每天带着那种莫名其妙的心情

还有那个快爆发的心脏去上课....

我清楚的感觉到,

那也许不是真正的爱,

只不过是暂时的感觉...

这几天,睡不着..

躺在床上,脑里却还在操作...

很烦很烦...

我不懂每天在想什么..

一直停滞着....到不过来...

我说不出口我在想什么,

我要什么..

我只知道...

我很累....

我在想,到底要怎样,

我才能正常一些,

过一个好心情的生活...

一个没有感情,

却还有友情滋润的生活...

虽然看似简单,

但背后却扛住几公斤重的压力..

我害怕哪天我们不再相聚了,

怎么办?

我不懂我想这些干嘛?

我想要借一下肩膀,让我靠一下下...

只不过,已经过去了....

加油了我自己...

接下来的种种挑战,

得勇敢面对了...

在这样下去,我就是彻底输掉了..

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2009年8月10日星期一星期一, 八月 10, 2009

finally PC FAIR is end!!

and then sem 2 is already start!!

this sem i think is quite hard and challenges...T.T

sem 1 result...erm...not really gd...not the one i need...bad bad bad..

so, from now,

i have to work hard!!!no more LOVE no more thinking nonses!!!!

gayao..i knw i can do it..

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PC FAIR 1ST DAY

2009年8月7日星期五星期五, 八月 07, 2009

今天..今天...PC FAIR 的第一天..

不懂是幸运还是还是衰啦,

被派去SAMSUNG的BOOTH...

站了十二个小时才卖一台!!!

原因:(1.)SAMSUNG今年才在MALAYSIA上市

(2.)有人很奇怪的说,啊,SAMSUNG有LAPTOP的啊?

就是因为这样很多人对这没信心..哎...就是这样咯..

销售量烂到不行!

总结,我的脚跟痛到酸到.....无言...

腰骨酸到...不能弯...

先这样...明天要拼咯...

STAY TUNES...

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random post

2009年8月6日星期四星期四, 八月 06, 2009

1st~~~

TMR ....TMR...tmr i gonna work at pc fair adready..

1st time as a part time worker and most IMPORTANT is...

1ST TIME I WORK....XDXD...truly la wei...I DINT WORK BEFORE..

not me "ho mia"(in hokkien),is me lazy la...XDXD

but then now dun have pocket money....

so...I HAVE TO WORK LORRRRR....

actually quite excited and scared luuuu...

but then nevermind...

MOST IMPORTANT is i,ve got pocket money can aready...

other than that,i dont care anymore...

2nd~~

still gt about 4 days...erghem...

sch going repoen la!!!!

yeah wuhooo...

finally sem 2 coming luuu....

good good good...

my dear CLASSMATES,

i miss u all already...!!!truly truly...=)

sem 2 going start,

so i have to work hard++++++++...

design is the most i like,

so i cannot LAZY and BERPUTUS ASA!!!

I CAN DO IT & MUST BE DO IT as well as i can...

result also going out next monday...

OMG...hope i can get good result...HOPE ONLY...

other than i cnt THINK & cnt IMAGINE already...

stay tunes...i will post my pc fair post after that...

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weird dream!!!!

2009年8月4日星期二星期二, 八月 04, 2009

just wake up..

i had a weird dream just now...

write it down quickly before i forget it..

the dream is something like this..

i meet up a boy..then we together..*insane-ing*

who is he? i can see clearly but i dont know is who..

fine is ok..

we go to a restaurant to have our lunch..somewhere at krystal point i think...

then have dessert too...

after that i only notice that that restaurant is open by his dad...

i saw my fren and his gf too...OMG!!!

WHAT KIND OF DREAM IST???!!!

then after that i saw an accidant with my cousin..

a wira is under the lorry...

but it nothing happened...

.....suddenly my mum called me...story...gone...omg!!

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星期二, 八月 04, 2009

我不再想你!!

我不再爱你!!

我讨厌你!!

我不可心软!!

我恨你!!

你很坏!!

你伤我!!

你玩我!!

你骗我!!

......每天我都以这种方式来逼自己,

告诉自己,

我们不再可能了!!!...

193天了!!

我受够了!!@.@

疯~~~

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kidult photoshop...XD

2009年8月3日星期一星期一, 八月 03, 2009

小子,我弄好了咯.. 原装找我拿咯... 你的照片真是考了我咯... 不满意留言告知本小姐...XD 因为我自己是很不满意咯...

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2009年8月1日星期六星期六, 八月 01, 2009

开始也慢慢把你遗忘了..

也许吧,是上天的按排,

注定了彼此之间的缘分尽了..

我不再勉强,

更不想再等待了..

也因为你答应过的事情,

都没有做到咯...

所以在这半年里,

我就这样傻傻的让自己疼痛,

自己暗地里哭,

到头来痛的也只有我..

你明白吗?

不,因为一切对你而言,什么都不是!!

也因为这样,

我推拒了眼前该珍惜的...

傻,适合形容我不过了..

无所谓了,有时觉得单身也还蛮不错XD..

某为朋友说嘛,享受单身生活,很自由的..

也没错啦,有时听到朋友被其中一半绑住没得出去玩时,

觉得还蛮可怜的..XD

此外,也感觉暗恋好过相恋..XDXDXDXD

刺激不过了..哈哈哈哈哈

哎呀,我认了咯..

事实是无法转变的..

谢谢你的爱,

更加谢谢你的伤害,

你让我成熟了,也让我长大了..

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